Feeling Good
Today is the first day, since the injection last Tuesday, that I feel good!! No feeling sick, no headache, no fattigue- only pain and I can live with that as long as I have my coctail of drugs ;-).
I have managed to do a few things today, kind of in preparation for the next wave of feeling bad. Another injection tomorrow, and I do dread it!!
Well, today I've done some of my laundry. I didn't manage to do it all as I don't have either the energy noor the physical strenght to do it. But I'm pleased, my favourite clothes are once again clean! Jippi!!
I did also take my little shopping wagon and go down to the Supermarket to stock up on things that I think I might be able to eat even if I feel sick. Thouh, last week I didn't manage to eat much the day after the injection. I tried the theory; If I don't eat I wont be able to get sick and...you know..ugh... On the other hand I didn't feel at all well as I couldn't eat.
This week I'll try the lemon-formagé-method. When I feel sick I'm craving souer things. Thou, I just cross my fíngers that I'll feel better this time than the two last times...
I spent the weekend at my mums; Thursday afternnon until Sunday afternnon. I'm so greatful that mum helps me so much. As I have been so tierd, in pain and feeling so sick- it's wounderful to have someone who cooks, does the dishes but the most important thing- to have someone to talk to.
The first three days after the injection I feel sick only by preparing food, and when mum does the preparation and I only eat, it's easier as I manage to eat then. When I prepare the food myself I'm allready feeling so sick when the food is on the plate that I can't eat... Bless my mother! She's wounderful!
Louis loves to be at mums! Mum lives just five minutes from a wounderful forest and Louis just loves to run around there!!
Louis is asleep on one of our rugs, in the sun! He's so relaxed, I just want to lie down beside him and bask in the sun too. The only problem is- I proberbly wouldn't get up again-hihi!!!
Really, my plan is to make som supper. On the menue today is "Otto Goreng" which is a mix of risotto and Nasi Goreng. It's basicly rice, some kind of meat and sweet corn. You boil the rice, fry the meat and then mix it all together in a big bowl. Today I'll have it with spicy cream fraish- jummy!! It's a perfekt dish as you can eat it two days in a row and alls, it's easy to make if you have guests. But, no guests today! Only Louis and I.
I have been looking around the net today for a laptop/notebook. I have had a laptop before but its a 17'' very heavy thing that I now use when I'm at mums. I can't wait for mum while she's using her computer, so the laptop is there. It's sooo slow that I get nervous breakdowns if I use it everyday!
At home I have a "normal" hug thing. It's taking up half of my tiny hallway! My dream is to aford a little laptop that I can bring to the hospital; wathch DVD:s and also that I can use when I'm in bed or in the soffa.
Well, to dream is one of the most wounderful things there are!! Life would be very borring if you had everything and if you could actually buy whatever you wanted.
Well, today has been a lovely day! Yes, a very "normal" everyday, domestic day but I have been feeling well and as long as Louis feels well and I feel well- life is great! What more can you ask for?!
I'm greatful for the fact that I manage to supress the memory of last week and the feeling very bad from the injection ;-). Thouh, I believe that the memory will come back, very vividly, tomorrow evening again- hihi!! Well, that's then! Today is today and today is a good, food day!!
Now, supper, TV and cuddling with Louis!!!
This is a few years ago. Louis is helping out in the kitchen. And yes, Louis is standing by the sink and yes, hes licking a fryingpan ;-)
