Lifslevande / Alive

Injection day today, *gulp*. I just feel like crying and runing away!
I really don't want to feel as sick as I have done the last two times and I don't want to miss out of life as much as I do when I'm ill after the injection. Thouh, I try to think that it might feel better this time, ...or next time... Maybe my body gets used to the cytotoxin much faster than the 10 weeks they say it often takes?! Haha, who am I kinding?!!?
I really have to get through these weeks. If I don't I will never, ever know if this is a treatment that can help me in the long run. I tell myself that it will be worth it and when I look back and think about these weeks I'll say to myself "it's a good thibng you faught through, look how much it helped you!!". But right now I find it hard to see past the comming days of feeling sick as a dog, fattigue and...ugh. Cross your fingers that it will feel better this time!!
This week is a short week due to the upcoming holiday. So, only three hospital appointments this week! One today, which is the injection, and two tomorrow. First the occupational therapist in the morning. She helps me schedule all my appointments and tries to get in lunches, rest and medication inbetween. And then after lunch tomorrow it's time to go to Ewa. She is "my" nurse and she keeps track on my weight, med's, that I eat properly and eat the right things for my illnesses. And then- weekend!!! Jippi!!

Well, the injection is this afternnon but before that I'll have som quality time with Louis and lunch with my dear friend and neighbour Gun. She's such a wounderful support and she's the one I call in the middle of the night if I get ill and need help. Gun is the mother of my dear friend Joel, that's how she became my friend too. Well, Joel and Gun feels more like family than anything else. I'm so greateful to have them in my life!

Louis makes a mess of our livingroom every single night! He has his night snack in there and that consists of a bowl of dogfood with rice and cheicken + a handful of dog biscuitts. Thouh, it looks like a biscuitt factory has exploded in my livingroom!! There are crums and halfeaten biscuitts all over the place! It's a good thing that I love that dog more than anything!!

Louis is taking a nap while I'm writing!

I was thinking, it would be fun to see who is reading my blog- if anyone is....
If you want, it would be interesting if you wrote who you are and how you ended up reading my blog?
If you don't want me to publish your answer among my "comments" please write that, and I'll ofcourse respect that!
Thank you!

Now, another day in paradise...!