Angry With Humanity!
What is wrong with people?!!? What is wrong with communicating?!? What is so wrong with being honest and air the truth?!? Why does people detest the truth?!!?
I'm so darn fed up with always having to be so careful what to say so that I don't hurt people! How the hell can the truth ever be wrong?!? Yes, truth can sure be painful, and hurt but it's a hell less painful than lies, remembering lies and to try to seperate the truth from the lie; the fabricated truth!
Why are people so darn afraid of the truth?!!?
I'm happy to have Louis! Dogs never, ever lie! If they are angry with you they sure show it, if they are happy they are always showing it. All their emotions are out there in the open. But human beings, they are stupid hypocratic liers! They protect themself, what ever the cost is. They gladly throw you under the bus as long as they save their own neck!
Really what s the point with trying to relate to people when you know that 98% of people out there aren't genuin?!? I do always turn out to be the bad guy because I don't see the point in lying. I don't see the point in not being honest and I sure don't see the point in trying to get people to like me for someone that I'm not!
Yes, I can seem blunt at times- that's my problem. But I'd feel better to come across as blunt than a lier and a self absorbing human being.
I'm trying my hardest not to spend time with people that I really cna't stand. At times you have no choise 'cos there might be someone you really like and love and you have to be civiliced as a favour to this person. Yes, that I can try to put up with. But I'm not puting up with being badly treated!!!
Life is short. My life IS short and I'm sure not going to spend presious moments on people that treats me bad. I just wish that folks could stick to one truth and not re-make it whenever they turn around and speak to someone else. I hate when people say one thing to one person and then turns around and says something else out of fear of hurting someones feelings. What about the person you first spoke to who thinks that THEY were told the truth and who later speaks to the second person who were presented with a whole differebt thruth?!?! It's the first person that were lied to 'cos the second person doesn't know what the first were told.
I have been through senarios like that a million times and I'm so fed up with being the one who is supposed to understand that they "had" to change the story or the conditions or what ever seemd convinient at the time!!! Never mind me, I'm just your everyday trashcan!!!
One thing, think about how you are acting before you walk all over someone and really, trully hurt their feelings!!!
Who is there to trust?! Who is there to love?! Who is REALLY there for you when you need them?!? Who is really your friend?!?!
Thank god for my little blessing! Louis- the joy and love of my life!!
Thank god for the ones who are really there, I'm sure you know who you are!!
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Postat av: monika
Hallo Marie!
Hier kommt die geballte Wut, ich hab' Dich noch nie sooo in Rage gesehen.
Schade, dass Dir immer so weh getan wird.
Alle sollten 'mal besser wenigstens ein bisschen mehr Ruecksicht auf Dich nehmen!!!
Aber solche, die die Wahrheit drehen, um Dir zu schaden, sind meistens eifersuechtig auf Dich, ja richtig: auf Dich, auch wenn Du es nicht glaubst.
Weil Du etwas hast, was diese nicht haben aber gern haetten, zum Beispiel Liebe und Anerkennung von anderen, Mut, Staerke, Selbstvertrauen, Schulbildung -> bessere Ausdrucksweise, Stil.
Tja, ganz schoen schwierig, es mit Dir aufzunehmen!
Wenn es Dir hilft denk daran, wie sich die anderen fuehlen, die das nicht haben, naemlich KLEIN, KLEIN, KLEIN!
Viele liebe Gruesse und knutsch Louis!
Monika
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