Lifslevande / Alive

Dear friends!

Long time no see!!!
I have been away from my blog for quite some time. The reason has been to determin if I'll keep on bloging or just close down my blog. The reason for me putting a password on my blog was that I got comments that were rather unkind, people not respecting the fact that I'm writing about how I feel about things, how I see things and how I View life. Not what others might think and feel, even if I of course take that into consideration!! So, to question how I feel about things is to me quite intimedating.... It hurt my feelings and gave my selfconfidence a big torn. Thouh, as it is now it it has made me stronger!!
The reason with my blog all lost its purpoce in one heartbeat and I lost the urge to write. As you all know the reason with my blog is to keep in tocuh with friends and family cross the globe, to give KT a face and to show people that even if I have alot of challenges- life is quite fantastic anyway!!! Those were my original intents!

I wont let anyone take away that from me! And, I won't let anyone take away my feelings, my thoughts and my oppinion!!!
If you, by some chanse, feel that you need to attack me and my oppinion please feel free to write a comment with your e-mail attached and I will get back to you with whys and reasons associated to the fact that you think is wrong!

There are also people who gets "lost in translation" and doesn't really understand english enough to follow my blog. No, my english ain't perfect, far from, but I have the confidence to say that I write coherent and that it's quite easy to understand what I write and my messages. Even thouh, there have been missunderstandings by people that doesn't get "the hang of it". Sometimes I might write things in German, I might get comments in German or use Swedish texts. If you don't understand that, ask rather than missunderstand if you don't understand!! 
Same thing, if you have any questions write me a comment and I'll straighten out the questionmarks for you! Better than attacking and missunderstanding!

I have friends and accuintances who has got passwords on their blogs. I don't agree with that at all! I have nothing to hide, that's why I have removed my password and opend it for all to read! That is also why I haven't writen more than once or twice since I locked the blog!
Blogs with passwords often, obviously, have things to hide, people to violate or/and their own little "group of mutual admirerers".
My reason for the password, is explained and now removed. I have nothing to be aschamed of and I take responcebility for everything that I write! Yes, I do have people reading that I don't want to, but if that is the price for being open and not locking my blog- well, it may be it!

So, as for now my blog is up and running again!!
My little dream for my blog is a makeover! I would like to meka my blog more personal with a lovely header, colours that matches, pictures and all nine yards!!! I want my blog to be "me" in cyber space!
My new computer is such a wounderful aid and it makes it much easier for me to write and communicate via the internet! I want to use that, I want to write!!! I want to open up my world again and welcome you in to it!!

So much has happened since I last wrote and I will bring you all up to speed as soon as I can! I have just had my occupational therapist Carin here and now it's time to take Louis for a walk and then go buy some groceries.
All I can say is that I'm happy to be back, happy to write again and glad to see if you are still out there reading my thoughts, about my adventures and learn more about life with my lovely Louis, KT, arthritis and all other fun things that life might bring!!!

Love,
Marie